Be WiTh Me

I used to think that I have a wonderful family. But as time goes by, things started to change and everything just go so wrong. Because of one person’s fault, everyone else has to suffer. Now, I ended up living in misery…. To speak up, I get scolded. To remain in silent, I felt so tortured. To go home, I feel so disturbed. But to remain outdoors, I have nowhere to go. Peacefulness seems like a total stranger to me now, never to be able to get in touch. Communication breaks down, unhappiness aroused, tiredness entangle me. The only person which I can still talks to at home is only my cat. Isn’t that sad? Oh man….. Can someone help me? And when will I ever meet the person of my life and ring happiness to me………?

In Feb, both my hps got stolen at my work place at Plaza Singapura. Oh…. Please don’t have the idea that you are safe just because you are next to Istana cos obviously its not! It has been a month and there is still no news even though there is a CCTV footage. Oh well….. Its not that serious a case so what do you expect from the government sector?? Then just last night, I got into a little accident at Handy Road. This bloody cab driver from Comfort (blue) did an illegal U-turn to the taxi stand at Cathay without signaling nor look out for vehicles traveling out from Plaza Singapura and I happened to be that ’suai’ rider! I was just right in front yet he didn’t see me at all! I had to jammed break in order to avoid crashing into the taxi and ended up falling off my bike. Guess what? That bloody briver didn’t even know and can continue to pick up passengers from the taxi stand. I was lucky that I was not injured and hence I ran after the taxi. All he said was he is sorry that I fell and that he didn’t see me and don’t even know where the hell I came out from. I was on a straight road and he can say don’t know where the hell I came out from. On top of that, he didn’t even bother to get down from the taxi to take a look. WTF! KNN! It was at the same time that I noticed that the taxi’s windows are tinted black and there is black curtains at the passenger sitting area’s windows. I couldn’t see who was inside the cab nor see through to the other side. That explains why he did not see me!!! To make thing worse, I was not offer any help by any people who witnessed the whole accident. Singaporeans are just so lack of sense of righteous and so self-centred!!! Or should I say, selfish! Then came the authorities. Call LTA, TP, Comfort all no use. I am just so f**king ’suai’. Everytime other people landed me into an accident, I am always the one losing out. What? Just because I am a female?? Bloody hell!!! Curse you damn drivers. May you rot eternally in hell!!!!!